I'm trying y'all...

I'm trying to get myself together. Since I have returned from my tripto the Bahamas, I have been very lazy and have not wanted to blog. I however NEED to blog. I need to use this blog as an outlet to express many differnt feelings I have been experiencing. For one, I am unsure what I want to do once my position with this company has ended. I am trying to be optimistic and truth be told, I have been doing very well. I would be lying if I told you all I never have a worrying moment. I allow those feelings to surface and give those feelings only a moment to exist. But only for a moment! I do not allow those feelings to overpower me, nor do I allow those feelings to control me. The director of my company has informed me she is searching for placement for me within the comapny. But it is strictly dependent upon available positions which will benefit from my skill set. I'll be back to post more later...